This own voices story from the acclaimed author of The Closest I’ve Come unflinchingly examines steroid abuse and male body dysmorphia. Perfect for fans of Jason Reynolds and Matt De La Peña.
David Espinoza is tired of being messed with. When a video of him getting knocked down by a bully’s slap goes viral at the end of junior year, David vows to use the summer to bulk up— do what it takes to become a man—and wow everyone when school starts again the fall.
Soon David is spending all his time and money at Iron Life, a nearby gym that’s full of bodybuilders. Frustrated with his slow progress, his life eventually becomes all about his muscle gains. As it says on the Iron Life wall, What does not kill me makes me stronger.
As David falls into the dark side of the bodybuilding world, pursuing his ideal body at all costs, he’ll have to grapple with the fact that it could actually cost him everything.
A Chicago Public Library Best Teen Fiction Selection.
About the Author
Fred Aceves is the author of The Closest I’ve Come, which was an ALA/YALSA Best Fiction for Young Adults selection, a Kirkus Reviews Best Books of the Year selection, and an NYPL Best Books selection. The New David Espinoza is his second novel. Fred has lived in seven different countries and currently lives in Mexico. His online home is www.fredaceves.com.
“Powerful, raw, and honest. A gripping and realistic tale of body image and toxic masculinity.”
— Adi Alsaid, author of Let’s Get Lost
“A much-needed novel about steroid addiction from the point of view of a high school boy who’s the victim of bullying.”
— School Library Journal (starred review)
“Stands out through its examination of toxic masculinity, body image, and the dangers of pursuing perfection.”
"Searing and thoughtful."
— Kirkus Reviews
“An authentically told story that is both gripping and gut-wrenching.”
— Publishers Weekly
“Aceves’ novel addresses harsher details of steroid and muscle-sculpting drugs.”
— Bulletin of the Center for Children’s Books